Ambleside

Ambleside - Retrospect

This small glimpse of light that used to be my life
So visible in this darkness burning bright

I was weighed down by nothing
But i was weighed down by everything

An average morning converted me to light
The sound of that plane still roars inside
I was no one to myself, no one to others
I passed away without saying i love you to my mother
I had so much to live for
So much room to grow
People who adored me
And a love filled home

But I was always blinded
Blinded by myself
And its hard to be reminded
until the time left expires

No expression, No closure, no meaning..
alone in a space where no one can hear me
Im forced to look down at the people i took for granted
Struggling, suffering.. They genuinely need me

I had so much to live for
So much room to grow
People who adored me
And a love filled home

But I was always blinded
Blinded by myself
And its hard to be reminded
until the time left expires

And i keep asking myself
Where did i go wrong?
Now im just space
And I am nothing
I am the air around you.
And Im so sorry..